April 12, 2008
the turning point
Because Karen, and a few others too, read some posts within this space, from an eternity ago, and remarked that I seemed to be more bubbly.
So, I went to try to find the point at which contentment became a dearth of emotions and good humor became an effort at disguising the weariness within.
Nov 06. I had all your support. Most of all, meisen.
Meisen who has refused social contact until next month, according to her blog.
xxx
Things really didn't get that much better. Truth. Just more second nature to make it seem so.
xxx
The times in my life I really knew happened, sure it happened just like I remember it: My uni days, particularly honours year. My sec days, particularly sec 3 n 4.
The times in my life I am no longer sure if it really happened: i don't know if i could even quote the time.
because you said it felt unrealistic. you robbed me of the certainty that it was every bit real and worth a very special place in my mind and heart.
xxx
You know what?
Fuck You.
Posted by 杏 cy （Jancy） at 01:13